Sometimes..

Sometimes I ponder over what do i really want? What really makes me sad? Sometimes I hurt someone. I dwindle over why did i quarrel?? Why was I so tensed that I fought with the one whom I like the most? Why I bursted on my most liked one? Why am I not talking to the one whom I admire the most?? And sometimes I look for the ways i can make them smile..I find people are far better than me... they are intelligent, they are good speakers, good managers,and all better. I start introspecting. I start finding what is the mistake in me... in what way can i improve myself? What should I do? I try m best. And sometimes I find I am suceeding. Sometimes I find I am not. I guess this is life.. We learn good things in others. We try to imbibe them in ours-in our own way...