Monday, 12 December 2016

Standing on ice


Everything that glitters is not gold. And for a software engineer working as a cheap labour in an MNC in India, the gold is just a slab of ice floating on water in a stranded lonely island which could be located on either of the poles. The helpless software engineer has to struggle in the freezing water against hundreds of fellow software engineers and find himself a large and stable slab of ice. Little does he have an idea that the slabs of ice visible in water are almost friction-less on the top. Unless he knows the trick, he cannot stand on any of them. The day he manages to balance, the next moment the sun shines brightly and before he realises the ice melts into water. He is back to where he began from except only with an additional ability to stand firmly on ice. But to his dismay, there are no slabs of ice remaining! The damned waves lash the shore and his house of sand that he had built on the island starts to collapse - grain by grain. He is left with no option but to go on a different island.



With challenging and competitive work atmosphere to hone our skills, shining salary packages and lucrative benefits to shoot up our bank balance, MNCs are voluntarily one of our preferred employers. But situations go adverse when the market giants lose business, The project that was hot until now loses its strategic value to the company and is scraped off. Human 'resources' are shovelled and we find ourselves in a state of disbelief. Tough times befall and we step back to revisiting the fundamentals of all the software design patterns, the data structures, the concepts of object-oriented programming and the innumerable algorithms. But other than the definition and hypothetical examples that are replicated on all the web pages on internet, we hardly are able to think and write a complete correct program in one go. Because it is mainly the bug fixing and maintenance work of the existing code that we are expected to be the best at. Sooner or later, we find our next potential employer and again winter arrives faster than the spring ends. 

Events repeat but nevertheless, slowly and gradually we get used to such shaking incidents and they become an add-ons to our already malware infected lives. Optimistically, we look towards a silver lining in the cloud and eagerly await spring to end this winter but damn this human behaviour! We end up getting blinded by the glittering gold!

Saturday, 25 June 2016

Learning to grow


After successfully managing to spend 7 months on my own in a brand new city 2000 miles from home, I am beginning to develop a little bit of confidence inside me along with a sense of accomplishment that I am finally becoming independent. Finally ! This small journey has been refreshing, full of new experiences and has taught me new lessons.

Lesson 1 - Always stay calm and composed.
Yes dealing with the landlady and all sorts of other people is no trivial task. Even if I feel like hitting them in any situation, a thing which I cannot afford to loose is my self-control. I cannot let my emotions misconstrued by anyone as that of a cynic. I have to maintain my calm and composed stature 24x7. And of course, politeness always pays.

Lesson 2 - Manage finances
Setting up a monthly budget and managing all the expenses within the limit is not easy. I am no Warren Buffett but I have to let my money grow too. I wonder how mom does it.



Lesson 3 - Travelling alone is not that bad
With very less time in hand and given that I have not been to any places other than school, college, office and home in 25 years now, I sincerely do not want the Sun and dear clouds to rule my travelling plans. With the zeal and desire to travel as much as possible on level 100, the fact that I do not have any companion to make the journey beautiful does not matter. And travelling alone, by the way, does bring one close to oneself.

Lesson 4 - Learn everything possible
Other than my age one thing which is ever increasing is my wishlist of items. And my pledge is to execute each and every single bullet on it by the time I die. Till now, I have scratched five.

Lesson 5 - Boys are better friends than girls
No offence to womenfolk but lately I have realised that boys prove far better friends than girls. This is aside from the fact that I am the only woman at work in a team of around 30 people.

Lesson 6 - You need someone
Life is too short to be spent alone. We always need a wonderful companion to make it worth living.

Lesson 7 - Spill it out
You like someone? Say it. You hate someone? Say that too. I would definitely not want to die with an ocean of deep secrets inside me. I am no Rose Dawson.

So 7 months and 7 lessons! I am definitely looking forward to whatever more life has in store for me.